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18 September 2010 @ 08:55 pm
  im sick...and fat
im now 128.2lbs:(
im gunna fast tomorrow until wednesday or thursday...plus im sick so it will help
aaakkk! im so depressed.
FML!(im not going to die though)
 
 
17 February 2010 @ 04:50 pm

I want to say sorry for not being around to support you all in the last couple months. I sold my coffee shop and lost my wi-fi, but I have a new laptop so ill be on all the time now. All you have to do is call on me :) in the last month or so ive lost 15lbs, up until last night I consumed nothing but coffee, sugar free redbull and liquid lowfat yogurt. But my fat ass decided to eat Mambas, my weakness when it come it candy, and the damn donuts were stairing at me all night! So i wake up today and im back up 3lbs!?!?!?! Over one pack of Mambas? Im definately not doing that again! Im going to stick with coffee, and diet pepsi for the next 24 hours or so. I hope you are all well, miss you all!

xoxo dani


 
 
Current Location: HOME
Current Mood: blahblah
 
 
05 February 2010 @ 11:23 pm
I keep finding excuses not to start. I keep putting it off. Part of the issue is that I want to have a journal to carry with me at all times to write my cal. intake, and I have one thats small enough- but I cant find it. THEN! when I finally start, my period comes around and all i want is a milkshake , or some chocolate. Luckily my parents have been making weight-watchers meals for dinner so if i say I ate a lot before hand and have half a serving, its only about 100 cals. We also don't have a lot of sweets in the house. That and all this snow in VA is making it a workout just walking outside and treading 10 inches.

Since I haven't done this in a while, I'm starting off big- 1000 cals per day. I also hope to use our new exercise bike quite a lot!
Upcoming motivating dates: Valentines day, visiting my sister in Italy march 13, spring break in april, prom in may, graduation/beach week in june!
Happy dieting!
 
 
29 January 2010 @ 07:00 pm
fast  
hey everyone
i am starting a fast 2morrow would anyone like to do it with me i really need some support. i feel sooo weak wen i eat
 
 
Current Location: my lounge room
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: i wanna know you- miley cyrus
 
 
18 January 2010 @ 12:12 pm
Height: 5'7"
cw: 177
hw: 190
lw: 155
goal: 140-150 (for now), eventually 130.

I think I might try Alli. It's pretty much a pill that keeps your calorie intake low. If you eat more than 15g of fat per meal you get nasty side effects. So to avoid them you have to eat less.
Only issue is that it's like $50.
 
 
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
 
08 January 2010 @ 01:57 pm
hello ladies!

I've been mia on this site for a really long time....i started posting last summer when i was just starting out with trying to lose weight and maintain it, but then with school and all the stress of life...i just never posted anything for like months on end. i was on a rollercoast for awhile after the summer, gaining and losing the same 5 lbs over and over, and im still pretty much the same way now. i was almost at my perfect weight for awhile and i actually maintained that for some time, but with the holidays...i gained back the last few pounds again and omg i can soo feel it. its gross. anyways, with it being a new year i wanted to start posting and being on here again to keep my head in the game. lately its been more diffcult for me to shed the last few pounds away....i guess i just let myself go long enough so that now its just that much harder to eat less and eat the right type of things. my body craves sweets, esp at night, and it is really my downfall. im super stressed right now, so i just give in way easily to eating stupid shit at night to feel better...horrible plan. anyways...i know i should  start doing some sort of exercise too...but honestly where is the time for all that? for right now im just going to concentrate on eating less and better things. thats enough to deal with.

lets see...hw...112'
                  lw: 94
                  cw: 100-102
                  gw: between 95-98....i would rather be on the lower end closer to 95, but i would be content to stay at 98 if i could actually stay there and not gain anything.

ciao ciao bellas!
 
 
04 January 2010 @ 06:04 pm
so i broke my thumb boarding with a friend and had to spend new years on the couch after sugery. the biggest thing i was concerned about was how many calories they pumped into me after surgery. i guess i was really dehyrated. so yea. i gained like 5 lbs because of this. im gona cry. i hate this disease. i want to be normal. i want to be happpy. but then when i think of it, i'd rather be THIN. wat is wrong with me??
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
 
 
03 January 2010 @ 01:11 pm
 so I'm new.

5'7"
cw 137
hw 150
lw 115
gw1 120
gw2 110
gw3 100
 
 
02 January 2010 @ 12:15 pm
 i realized i forgot to post my goal weight...

gw1: 130

gw2: 120

GW: 115!!!!
 
 
02 January 2010 @ 12:25 am
Got by another day of 700c... seems high... oh well. I'm just enjoying the positive vibe of... I don't even know but we all deserve to smile a little easier. Bad days happen... let it go and learn from it. we can't change the past but we CAN work harder for a better tomorrow. WE have to stay hopeful... where would we be if we didn't hope we could do it? Stay strong ladies. All my love.